Fourth Feelings

Ever feel like you spend your whole life waiting? That's how I feel right now. I'm waiting and saving for my studio. I'm waiting to get some photo shoots. I'm waiting for an E-Mail. I'm waiting on responses from Facebook. I'm waiting for equipment. I'm even waiting for my husband to get off of work! I have to wonder why life can't happen right now. Why I can't have a studio, full of customers and equipment today. Why can't I have the money today. Why can't everything i want just be given to me? Because I wouldn't learn or appreciate those things that way. I know I have to work at this and it will take time, but sometimes that is hard. I just have to remember that God knows best and the HillHaven will blossom under His care in His time.